Are you limiting yourself from reaching your full potential? Many of us unconsciously avoid situations that push us out of our comfort zones, but what if these are the very moments that catalyze our growth?

Recently, I had a profound realization about the goals I was setting and the direction in which I was steering my life. My journey of self-awareness unveiled how fear had played a pivotal role in shaping my choices. This insight was a game-changer, and it's time you benefited from it too.

A Glimpse into My Personal Manifestation Journey

My dream had always been to move to London. From a very young age, I'd envisioned this big move. A couple of years back, I even put it on my vision board and frequently visited the city. But looking back, I understand now that I wasn’t fully committed. There were numerous unconscious blocks that were stopping me.

For those of you familiar with the intricacies of manifestation and the subconscious mind, you'd know that setting an intention isn't enough. Your energy and mindset play a vital role in bringing that vision to life. Although my desire was strong, my energy was misaligned. I wasn't fully ready for the change London demanded of me. Consequently, the dream faded.

Time passed, and I found myself gravitating towards a new dream - moving to Spain. The allure of sun, sand, and sea had me convinced it was the best thing for me. But here's the catch: it was a comfortable dream. Moving to Spain didn’t demand the same personal growth that London did.

The Power of the Unconscious Mind in Manifestation

During a recent meditation, I had an epiphany: London was still where I wanted to be. This wasn't just a random thought; it was a powerful message from my intuition and higher self. I realized that I'd been making choices based on subconscious scarcity, fear, and limiting beliefs.

The subconscious mind is our most potent tool in manifestation. While we might not always be aware of it, our subconscious is continually shaping our reality. The key is to tap into this power, raise our awareness, and align our energy and intentions.

Embrace Growth and Transformation

What my story reveals is that our biggest dreams often require the most growth. To manifest the life we truly desire, we need to embrace change and step out of our comfort zones. Whether it's moving to a bustling city or another country, the journey often requires a shift in our identity.

So, when diving deep into manifestation and understanding how the subconscious mind works, ask yourself:

Am I truly committed to this dream?

Have I cut chords and ties with everything holding me back?

Am I ready to embrace change and growth?

Is this dream an authentic reflection of my desires or a product of my fears?

If you're looking to truly manifest your desires, recognize the role of the subconscious in manifestation. Understand its power, align your energy, and get ready for a transformative journey.

In a world where we often search for "how to manifest" or "how the subconscious mind works," remember that the real magic lies in understanding ourselves and being honest about our intentions and desires. Manifestation isn't just about wanting; it's about being ready for what we desire.

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 [00:00:00] What are you stopping yourself from doing? Where are you unconsciously avoiding scary situations, difficult growth, uncomfortable expansion so I uncovered something recently, the way I had been. Allowing myself to dream the goals I'd been setting, the way I was unconsciously directing my life and steering my life from a place of fear. And this was such an incredible realisation and level of awareness, I knew I had to share it. And you guys loved the podcast episode where I talked about what I'm currently manifesting and moving to London and what I'm doing. I've had so much good feedback about that episode, so this was the perfect episode to really follow up with that.

And you are going to [00:01:00] have so many lessons and reflections after this episode, and I really want you to just take everything I say and apply it so much to your life, to what you've been thinking and feeling recently, to the decisions that you have been making.

Because it's so important that we Raise our level of awareness and consciousness, so that we can catch ourselves when this happens. Because, oh my gosh, from what I'm about to share with you, I was able to see even a deeper layer, a new layer of how we are all creating our realities. So much around things we don't really want based on what we perceive to be a limitation.

And if you don't call this bullshit out on yourself, it will be your life. And you will live a [00:02:00] limited life. And I don't want that for you. I do not want that for you. . I do not want that for me. I do not want that for any of us. So, obviously, you guys know, I'm currently manifesting my move to London.

 And I told you the story of when I was really, really little, and I said to my mum that I wanted to live in London, and I just always knew that that's what I wanted. And I don't know how long ago it was now, maybe it was like three years ago, or maybe two years ago, I don't know, but it was a couple of years ago, we'll just say, and I had decided then that I wanted to move to London, I had decided that's what I want, I put it on my vision board, and I actually spent a lot of time in London, , I would go and stay there quite often, and I would really immerse myself in London and being in the city and being in the areas that I wanted to live at the time

and I look back at myself now and what I was doing and it's [00:03:00] crazy how much I was actually protecting myself from what I truly wanted. much So I wanted to move to London. I was going there a lot. I was loving it. I was breathing it all in. All the delicious, polluted air as much as I could. I was just loving it.

And I look back now and I'm like, wow. I was not ready to commit. I still had so much holding me back. I was still so energetically bound and tied to my reality at the time. And this was in a place in my life, you know, like I say, it was not very long ago, . I had just set up my first business and I was really, really, going all in on that. And I was getting success with that, and it was really working, it was doing well.

But my manifestation and my mindset was so on the back burner. Although, of course, you know, I knew all the manifestation processes. I'd been doing it before, like, I knew all [00:04:00] about it. So I knew, you know, I'm setting the intention, I'm going to London, I'm loving it. This is why I'm gonna live, but looking back at myself now, I see how many unconscious blocks I had that were just stopping me, and protecting me, I kind of knew In that moment, when I was walking around the streets of London, immersing myself in it, I knew it wasn't gonna happen.

I knew I wasn't gonna commit. I knew I wasn't gonna make the steps that I needed to make at that time to do it. I knew I wasn't, it could never, ever, ever have happened. 

And I was doing things to a limit, right, I was making sure I was getting in these environments, immersing myself in where I wanted to go, I was making my vision board, I kind of had the intention, , but compared to what I shared with you that I'm now doing, you know, when I get fucking serious about, right, I'm changing my life, this is what I'm manifesting, I am energetically ready, everything is aligned, everything is perfect, like, let's fucking do this.

[00:05:00] That's a different energy, and I'm in a completely different energy now than I was two years ago, even though the destination, the want, the desire is the same thing, but now I know it's ready to happen. Then it so wasn't. And that wasn't necessarily this, like, external thing that it wasn't ready. I wasn't ready.

I was not fucking ready to do it. I thought I was. I so wanted to be. But I know I wasn't. I think deep down in the moment, I know I wasn't either. And I wasn't ready for the level of success that I needed to get me there. So anyway, I had my intention for moving to London, and I probably had this intention for like eight months, , and I kept saying, you know, I want to move to London, and At the time, it was still quite private. Like, I wasn't really telling many people. I wasn't telling certain people in my life out of fear of reactions and how they would respond and therefore, I wasn't energetically ready.

Like, I was not ready [00:06:00] to declare it. I was not ready to go there. I still had so much tying me to the life I was in. It wasn't actually a serious energetic commitment that I was making. It was more like what I would call pie in the sky.

And, It's hard to confront ourselves sometimes in the moment and really say like, Am I fucking ready for this? Am I energetically committed to this? Have all ties been cut with everything that I am energetically bound to in my life now? Am I literally ready to step into this and change and transform? If not, it's a fucking pie in the sky dream that won't happen, and it's just something that's keeping you going.

And I tricked myself into believing that I was doing what I could to manifest my, my life in London. And over time, it wasn't coming into my [00:07:00] reality.

There was nothing showing me that it was coming, and I kind of let the dream die. 

 I literally let it die, and I didn't even think anything of it. I didn't even miss it. I didn't even think, oh, well, that was one thing I really wanted to achieve, and it didn't happen. I didn't even think it. It was almost like a relief. A relief that it didn't happen, and it was a relief because I wasn't ready to...

Make the move. I wasn't ready for what it required of me,

 But I did know that I didn't want to carry on living where I was living at the time and I knew that I wanted to make some kind of change. So over time this new idea came to my mind and this new idea was that I wanted to move to Spain. It was going to be hot. It's going to be sunny. I could go and work by the beach.

I had literally convinced myself that it was the best thing for me.

I, was looking at [00:08:00] places to live, it was a lot cheaper to live out there, so all of this stuff in my mind was like, yes, like. This is gonna be perfect. , I could get a bigger place, I could get more for my money, I could get fresh food, , I could go and take my laptop and work from, a beach bar, all things like that.

And that was my goal. That was where I was going, that was what I was going to do, that was what I was gonna manifest. 

And, you know, it was completely opposite. To the life that I had wanted before, which was London. 

So, you know, time went on, and... I was feeling quite committed to this is what I want, this is how I want my life to look, 

And, you know, when you are on, , this spiritual journey, when you're on this personal development journey, every single day you're just growing and developing, and I've said to you guys a lot on this podcast, this year has been such a massive transition for me. I'm in my personal year one anyway, so I am planting seeds for the next nine [00:09:00] years, this next nine year cycle. And through rapid resolution therapy this year, through, facing up to some of my unconscious shadows, so I'm going to go into some shadow work, with you on the podcast very soon, but really going into my shadows, really facing up to those, having hard conversations with people that I needed to have, , understanding and getting really fucking honest with myself, 

allowed me to really clean up some fucking stinking energy and ties that have been holding on me. And I didn't meditate for a long time, so I used to do kundalini yoga every day for an hour and a half,

and we would always do a meditation. So, I was doing some meditation as well, every single day, 

and at the time I stopped doing it, was probably about the time I stopped, was probably about the time I'd kind of given up with my dream of London, and I started to consider other places like Spain.[00:10:00] 

And you know, it's so fascinating when you really zoom up and out of your own shit, and you look at yourself and you see the decisions you've been making and the thoughts you've been having and where they've been taking you And how you have actually been making decisions and intentions based on scarcity, lack, fear

limiting beliefs. So anyway, I started meditating again and I think it was maybe my first meditation back after having a six month break from it, and I got this download in Meditation, and it was like, you want to move to London, like that's what it said, you want to move to London That's where you want to move to, you know it, and it was almost like this download said Why are you limiting yourself?

Why are you stopping yourself?

That is what you want. And I came out of that meditation and I was like, Fuck! Like,[00:11:00] A shift, just like that. Boom. I saw myself for what I had been doing. Unconsciously. And I think that's the really important thing. Our unconscious mind is such an incredible creator.

, our unconscious mind is the manifester. That is what is building our reality all the time. We are not doing it on purpose. We are not doing any of it on purpose. But the more we raise our awareness, the more we can see ourselves for what we are truly doing. So in that moment, when I got that download, I could see myself for what I had been doing.

 I could see how I had been limiting myself. I could see that I had been holding myself back. I could see that I had been trying to protect myself. I could see that I... Was not allowing myself to say yes to a bigger life, the life that I knew I wanted. I wasn't allowing myself to expand into that life. I [00:12:00] was shrinking my dreams to fit into a paradigm that I believed would make it look like I was living the life I wanted to live.

Because Spain felt very achievable as a goal, as an intention, as something I wanted to manifest into my reality. It felt like something that I could logically do quite soon, whereas London was feeling a stretch, like it was feeling possible, but it was feeling a stretch.

There was more at stake. With London, because I knew it required a far bigger version of me than I had ever been. Whereas I knew if I'd moved to Spain, I could be the same me. There was nothing wrong with me. There was nothing wrong with me at all.

But it would have been the same me, and I'm looking for growth. I am looking for transformation. I am looking for a life where I am always stretching, always evolving, always expanding. [00:13:00] And that means literally, physically, being uncomfortable, expanding, stretching, and shifting out of one identity and morphing into another identity.

An identity that feels also stretching, an identity that also feels a little bit uncomfortable, an identity of someone who I've not been before. And like I said, I could have moved to Spain and I could have been the same me. Therefore, very comfortable. Yes, it was a new country, but that wasn't the stretching part for me.

The stretching part was the identity, who I would need to be moving to London, who I would need to become, the push that I would need to give myself. Moving to Spain, I didn't need to push myself so hard. I didn't need to expand into an uncomfortable place identity wise.

It was easier for me. It was safer for me. It felt like the get out [00:14:00] option. And this meditation just revealed my own self to me. This meditation showed me the bullshit that I had been living to. I'd stopped myself from dreaming bigger, unconsciously.

Spain didn't require me to cut any cords. Spain didn't require me to change my identity at a cellular level. Spain didn't require me to have difficult conversations with family that I didn't want to have. Spain didn't require me to face up to some fucking , uncomfortable blocks 

spain didn't require any of that. So, unconsciously, Spain was very easy. It was an easy yes.

How fucking incredible is it when you actually listen to your intuition? When you just get a download 

and if I hadn't have meditated that day, If I'd ignored that signal, that message that came to me, that said go and meditate, you need [00:15:00] to start meditating again. If I'd ignored that, I would have still been working my way towards Spain. 

But because I listened to my intuition, I went and took the time to meditate and I am now trying to make it a habit again. I allowed myself to receive that download, and I allowed myself to course fucking correct on my life.

So I want you to take this story as inspiration and reflection. What are you stopping yourself from doing? Where are you unconsciously avoiding scary situations, difficult growth, uncomfortable expansion, deep rooted blocks cords that need to be cut, ties that need to be cut.

This is another level of awareness, and it's another level of really looking deep at your shadows and zooming up, up, up, out and down at your own shit, because we all have [00:16:00] it. And I say that in the most loving way possible.

We all have our own bullshit. We all have our own blogs and our stories that we are telling ourselves and convincing ourselves about. and that's the thing that we need to catch out. We have to catch ourselves when we are trying to convince ourselves of something that we don't.

Actually want, because we are scared of saying yes to the life that we do want. Because it requires something so big from us, that we would rather take the fucking easy route. Or not even the easy route, okay? Most of us, if you're listening to this, you're not taking the easy route.

You're not. And taking the easy route for me would not have even been moving to Spain. It would have been staying right where I am, on my butt, right now. So it's not even taking the easy route, but let's say it's picking your [00:17:00] hard, ? Like, there's always gonna be a hard, and there's gonna be a hard that is just a little hard, and it's gonna push you a little bit, and it's gonna be a bit uncomfortable, and a bit that.

or, there's gonna be a hard that requires the next. Version of you and not at a superficial level. 

I know that this is going to create a shift for you today. And you are going to be able to look at something that has been going on in your life, or you are going to shine a light on something that you have been denying yourself of.

Where are you restricting yourself? What are you avoiding? 

Where are you stopping yourself? 

So let me know if, I have shifted something for you today. You know I love to hear from you. Best place is on Instagram. Drop me a message. And remember...

If you've had a goal, if you've had a dream, if you've had something you wanted to achieve, and you allowed it to fizzle out, and you ignored it, and stuck a sticker over it, and pretended that you didn't [00:18:00] want it, take an honest look at that now.

Are you just stopping yourself from really going to the depths of where you know you need to go in order to get it? I love you so much. I will see you in the next episode and have a wonderful rest of your day.